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Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Life and death.

We're no strangers to the concept. We encounter it everyday. Swatting a fly, or reading an obituary in the newspaper, death is indoctrinated into our lives from a young age. The concept of life is prevalent from our first breath. Being born. Getting a new puppy. Planting flowers in your parents garden. Interacting with our friends. Life is all around us.



But despite how prevalent both sides of this coin are, it doesn't make life any less enjoyable. And it doesn't make death any easier to deal with. Especially when the death is prolonged, drawn out, and hitting very close to home.

Duality.

The duality of man. It's something to think about, and something to fear. Out innate ability to love and hate simultaneously is unique to humanity. Our greatest evolutionary flaw. It allows us to help, encourage and build up our peers, and then turn around to tear them down. Insult them. Kill them. It lets us steal, murder and destroy. Give, nurture, and create.


What causes this duality? Where in our history did we go wrong? From a biblical standpoint, we have been wrong from very near the beginning. Created, by God, in his image to be a perfect and holy vessel of praise, we were corrupted by curiosity. The desire for knowledge. Wanting to understand good and evil. Duality. Wanting to become gods in our own right. And from that moment, we have been tainted.

From an atheistic mindset, the root cause is depressing on an entirely different level. It wasn't choice. Nothing we could have said or done would have prevented it. It was an evolutionary changed, one needed to elevate us to the top of the food chain. Another cog in the gears of chance.


Regardless of the doctrine to which you subscribe, our duality is something we cannot ignore. Our actions, our thoughts, even our dreams mold us. Affect us. Inspire. Condemn. Motivate us to strive to new heights. And with that, we have the choice to love or to hate. Our duality defines our legacy.

Friday, September 11, 2009

Moving and writing and other things of that nature.

I moving to Seattle in two days. I'm pretty excited about that. I have an apartment to myself, right in the heart of downtown. A few blocks from Pikes Place, a few blocks from school, and a few blocks from the waterfront. A whole new city for me to explore. Another grand adventure for me to embark on.


In other news, I have yet to start packing. Instead I'm writing, and listening to music, and wasting time in a manner that fits right in with my everyday life.